“GOD’s Message, the God of Israel: ‘Write everything I tell you in a book. Jeremiah 30:2
My stomach cartwheeled and lodged in my throat, as my heart hammered away. Fighting light-headedness, I braced myself tightening my grip on the handholds. Perched on a limb overhanging Farmer Lott’s pond, it petrified me.
“It’s not that high, Kevin! Just Jump!”
From the other bank, the tree branch seemed closer to the water’s surface. But the air seemed thinner with altitude. My head spun as images of injury and a watery grave raced through my brain. I contemplated climbing down the way I came.
“Just jump, already!” My brother shouted as he rolled his eyes. His patience was wearing thin with his tag-a-long younger sibling. The searing stares from the other bank were palpable. I wanted to, but I couldn’t climb down again. I knew I had to jump.
The combination of peer-pressure and the rough bark biting into my bare feet, coaxed me further out on the limb. I imagined the plunge. With a deep breath, I began a mental countdown. Three… two… I closed my eyes still envisioning the jump… one… I pinched my nose… zero… I leapt. Time slowed in midair. Then the cold water enveloped me sending a shock throughout my body. Instinct took over, and I swam upward. Breaking the murky water’s surface, I opened my eyes to see my older brother and his friends smiling. I was a jumper.
Calling myself a writer, like the limb over Farmer Lott’s pond, intimidated me. Sure, I published a few pieces here and there, but did that make me a real writer? Like me, do you ask questions like, am I a writer or a wannabe? Can I call myself a writer, if I haven’t published a book? Are you looking down into the foreboding waters afraid to jump? Well, the water is fine! And I want to tell you the key to taking that leap of faith.
A few years ago, I worked up enough courage to take the plunge as a Christian writer. How did I do it? The key, like imagining my childhood leap, was to see myself as a writer. Even if you have published nothing, if you write, you’re a writer! I haven’t published a book, yet. But I am a writer, nonetheless. All a writer is, is a person who writes. Do you write? If so, what would you call yourself? Go ahead say it out loud. It helps.
How did I get comfortable with calling myself a writer?
First, are you called to write? Only God can answer this question for you. I cannot. Remember, a call to write is a God-given durable impulse to glorify Him and serve others through the written word. If you have a want to write, God may be calling you to write.
I wrestled for years to make sure my want was His will. (We all struggle with this so be gracious to yourself.) However, you can find peace in the “write calling” by examining your desires. Lay them bare before God. During my time of discernment, I realized I needed to obey God’s voice. If that meant walking away from my writing dreams, I had to be willing. I admit I was afraid of His answer.
Again, only you can find this answer. For me, in a gradual revelation, God confirmed He gave me the desire to write. In the process of revelation, He was stripping me of selfish ambition (He’s still working). My writing was for God’s purposes, not mine.
How can we tell if our desires are from God? Eric Liddell, an Olympic athlete born to missionaries, said, “I believe God made me for a purpose, but he also made me fast! And when I run, I feel his pleasure.” Like Liddell, God created you and me for a purpose. If we ask God, He will reveal that purpose to us. Inventory your gifts, talents, and abilities. Has God gifted you with a way with words? You need not be Shakespeare, because you can always hone your craft later.
Do you feel God rejoicing when you’re writing? If so, you may be a writer! I’m writing, and God is smiling. He is not smiling because I am penning renown prose. You can find others more eloquent. He rejoices because I acknowledge my gifts come from Him. And I surrender them to His purposes. He delights in our creativity, because it reflects His image. If you think about it, God is a writer too!
It is a simplistic revelation, but it has revolutionized and solidified my call as a writer. The Bible says,
“Therefore, since we have so great a cloud of witnesses surrounding us, let us also lay aside every encumbrance and the sin which so easily entangles us, and let us run with endurance the race that is set before us, fixing our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of faith, who for the joy set before Him endured the cross, despising the shame, and has sat down at the right hand of the throne of God. Hebrews 12:1-2 [Emphasis added]
Did you catch that? God is the Author! If you’ve never considered the metaphor in this verse, I recommend God as Author by Gene C. Fant Jr. This book has help shape me more than this post will allow to tell.
Galileo argued that God wrote two books: The Book of Nature and the Book of Scripture. Nature tells us there is a Creator, but the Bible reveals God intimately. Think about it, what special revelation have you received from God that was not written? The Bible is God’s grand narrative in which He reveals Himself to humanity. The Bible is God’s book. God (the Father) used the Word (the Son) to create and communicate Himself to creation. God (the Spirit) inspired men to use words to write the Bible. The Christian God is a best-selling Author!
Is it irrational to think, that your desire to write a book may have come from God? I don’t think so. Please realize a Christian call to write is not synonymous with becoming a world-famous author. Rather, it is a commission to labor using faithful words to serve others and promote the biblical worldview.
After I realized that God gave me the desire to write, and that by writing, I am reflecting His glory; I found peace in identifying as a writer. I plunged into the waters of writing. It’s fun. You should try it too!
Do you feel the call to write? If you do, I don’t want you to feel alone in this journey. I invite you to join me as I make this pilgrimage across the page by liking, sharing, commenting, or subscribing to my mailing list. I look forward to the journey with you!